Life begins anew where there is Hope!
Posted on 01 May 2010
I feel myself changing inside, allowing myself to dream again. Hope does that for you.
To work so hard and feel so beaten down, like every decision you have ever made was a huge mistake, how can you live with that? It eats at you and makes you second guess yourself. You start wondering about the good things in your life and if you can ever be worthy of them.
Then something happens that brings with it hope! Something starts to work, and you are afraid to look right at it like it will disappear if you let it know you know it’s there. You’re guarded with your actions, thinking if you’re too confident something will surely pull the rug out from underneath you and you’ll be left flat on your face - again.
Time starts moving in slow motion. You feel some sort of control yet you know life cannot be controlled, only lived as it comes. Still, our dreams, hopes, and desires help create the flow around us that brings the tools and substance that will create the future.
I’m hoping to do better this time around…make better decisions…realizing that I am me and I can only be me. But I can change by learning. I can become something better by learning. I can be more than the sum of my existance. I can learn by peering into the future.
Listen, learn, become…
Christy
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